1「人生在世豈不像服勞役嗎？
他有生之年豈不像個雇工嗎？
2他像切望陰涼的奴隸，
又如盼望報酬的雇工。
3同樣，我註定要度過虛空的歲月，
熬過悲慘的黑夜。
4我躺在床上，想著何時起來。
長夜漫漫，我輾轉難眠，直到拂曉。
5我身上佈滿蛆蟲、傷疤，
皮膚破裂，流膿不止。
6我的年日飛逝，比梭還快，
轉眼結束，毫無盼望。
7「上帝啊，別忘了我的生命不過是一口氣，
我再也看不見幸福。
8注視我的眼睛將再也看不見我，
你將尋找我，而我已不復存在。
9人死後一去不返，
就像煙消雲散；
10他永不再返回家園，
故土也不再認識他。
11「因此我不再緘默不語，
我要吐露胸中的悲愁，
傾訴心裡的苦楚。
12上帝啊，我豈是大海，豈是海怪，
值得你這樣防範我？
13我以為床鋪是我的安慰，
臥榻可解除我的哀愁，
14你卻用噩夢驚我，
用異象嚇我，
15以致我寧願窒息而死，
也不願這樣活著。
16我厭惡生命，不想永活。
不要管我，因為我的日子都是虛空。
17「人算什麼，你竟這樣看重他，
這樣關注他？
18你天天早上察看他，
時時刻刻考驗他。
19你的視線何時離開我，
給我嚥口唾沫的時間？
20鑒察世人的主啊，
我若犯了罪，又於你何妨？
為何把我當成你的箭靶？
難道我成了你的重擔？
21為何不赦免我的過犯，
饒恕我的罪惡？
我很快將歸於塵土，
你將尋找我，
而我已不復存在。」
1Job continued,
“Don’t all human beings have to work hard on this earth?
Aren’t their days like the days of hired workers?
2I’ve been like a slave
who longs for the evening shadows to come.
I’ve been like a hired worker
who is waiting to be paid.
3I’ve been given several months that were useless to me.
My nights have been filled with suffering.
4When I lie down I think,
‘How long will it be before I can get up?’
The night drags on.
I toss and turn until sunrise.
5My body is covered with worms and sores.
My skin is broken. It has boils all over it.
6“My days pass by faster than a weaver can work.
They come to an end. I don’t have any hope.
7God, remember that my life is only a breath.
I’ll never be happy again.
8The eyes that see me now won’t see me anymore.
You will look for me. But I’ll be gone.
9When a cloud disappears, it’s gone forever.
And anyone who goes down to the grave never returns.
10He never comes home again.
Even his own family doesn’t remember him.
11“So I won’t keep quiet.
When I’m suffering greatly, I’ll speak out.
When my spirit is bitter, I’ll tell you how unhappy I am.
12Am I the ocean? Am I the sea monster?
If I’m not, why do you guard me so closely?
13Sometimes I think my bed will comfort me.
I think my couch will keep me from being unhappy.
14But even then you send me dreams that frighten me.
You send me visions that terrify me.
15So I would rather choke to death.
That would be better than living in this body of mine.
16I hate my life. I don’t want to live forever.
Leave me alone. My days don’t mean anything to me.
17“What are human beings that you think so much of them?
What are they that you pay so much attention to them?
18You check up on them every morning.
You test them every moment.
19Won’t you ever look away from me?
Won’t you leave me alone even for one second?
20If I’ve really sinned, tell me what I’ve done to you.
You see everything we do.
Why do you shoot your arrows at me?
Have I become a problem to you?
21Why don’t you forgive the wrong things I’ve done?
Why don’t you forgive me for my sins?
I’ll soon lie down in the dust of my grave.
You will search for me. But I’ll be gone.”
